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[04 Mar 2008|05:20pm]
Hm.

[lots of scribbles]


Ah never mind.
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[29 Feb 2008|09:00pm]
I can't believe I finally found this thing.
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[17 Jan 2008|09:32pm]
[Hexed against DE]

Sometimes all of this life is great life is terrible life is great life is terrible. It all feels like one long sentence missing pauses. How can things just go about like a yo-yo. How is that even possible? Do things really vanish that quickly?

Maybe I just take more time to work with things, or maybe I just happen to be a little bit closer to the ground. I don't know but this is all a bit mental if you ask me.

[End Hex]
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[08 Jan 2008|12:33am]
There isn't a thing I can say right now.
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[19 Dec 2007|09:14pm]
Merton, you're still crazy, but it was good to run into you the other day. At least you don't seem to think I am terrible

Otherwise, I finally found a flat, it's about time, I just don't know why it has to be so hard to find a place. I guess I am sort of settled in right now, not fully, but mostly.

[Hexed to Self | Ginny or Oliver could break it if either really really worked hard at it]

What am I rubbish? I still feel like everyone minus Ang and Oliver are treating me like an outsider, and even almost with Ang. I just feel like she feels like she has to try and such. I don't know, I thought leaving would help and coming back I thought they'd actually be excited about it... But truthfully because I broke up with George... Which was the right thing for both of us I think, I'm the bad person, and he turns around not long after and asks Alicia basically on a date to one of my games? It just seems like "Hi Katie you are bitch and decided to dumb me, so let me ask out one your best mates who happens to be a lot better too, and lets go to one of your games." It would be nice if someone said something to me for once, I'm not a side of meat, I have feelings, and even beyond that, I thought at least I'd still be a good mate... Clearly it appears I was wrong. I don't want to be overly emotional about it, and ranting to myself in my journal sort of is emotional about it... But honestly, fuck it. If they aren't going to actually treat me with respect and as a true friend.... Fine, bye. I'll be better off alone.

[End Hex]
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Katie's Past [15 Dec 2007|01:58pm]
For Katie's Past interactions please go; HERE for all of her old journal entries. For past threads involving Katie: HERE
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[15 Dec 2007|01:56pm]
Don't want to be second best )
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